.:`` <3 hiim ``:.

`` starry starry nite [#] `-

Monday, July 31, 2006

$28.40

$27.90

gEez !` bought this two pants online . i`m happy ! la la la . opps . =x Spent $56.30 in all . Although i didn went out , but i still had some income ! wahhahax . i love this two pants bits to bits . Intended to go to Bugis Village in the afternoon after i completed all my assignments to search for my England Sling Bag but i didn go in the end . Because of something stupid . blax . never mind . i`ll go to Bugis Village by this week and i mean it ! heex . by hook or by crook , i must get the bag in my hand !

Shall end here . off to sleep . ciaos `~

p.s : notice the changed in my blog ? Theres nothing that is related to him anymore . hahah . Because Farhan says nothing means nothing . so i've changed everything if not the detective Farhan will come and spot check again . gEez !`

Farhan`s gonna say that i'm spending too much . haha . Shopping Spree ! (=

[x] i lovee y0u //*
1:42 PM

``y0u`r my 0ne and -- // * - 0nly -

x`_____ *** ___`*

Sunday, July 30, 2006

Seriously , in the past when i was living with my grandparents [paternal ] , to me , both my grandparents are the only person whom i care for only . my parents , nah `~ i only get to see them once a week and it was for 8 years . so you can see my relationship with my parents is really bad .

Until last year , when i was forced to move back to live with my parents because of my lousy grades . it dropped alot . from a A*[for all subjects] to only my mathematics remain an A* . the rest , it slip down to either a B or a C . so you can see how badly it was . It was because before that , i had a project to do and theres no computer in my grandparent's house so both my grandparents each fork out $1000 to buy a laptop for me . Since then , whenever i reached home , the first thing i do after i bathe was to play play and play . no revision at all although i had tuition but its still useless .

Seeing that my results dropped alot , my parents threaten me by saying if i don't get top 5 in my class position , they will transfer my school and i have to move back to live with them . Thought i could just do some last minute revision , but i was totally wrong !` i got top 10 . so yea . i was transfer . From Ai Tong to Juying .

Seriously until now , i still misses Ai Tong . the fascility they have got . gym , running track , big canteen . air conditional Bookshop where by pupils can go in . big library with many magnificent painting , big and nice washroom . huge classroom with an air-con in it . cheap and nice food sold in the tuckshop . last but not least , of cause its my wonderful FRIENDS !`

Ai Tong is a whole lot bigger then Juying . and of cause millions time nicer too . But there's still things which i like about Juying .

First day of school in Juying was a total shock to me . As Ai Tong is a chinese school . no malay at all so i`m all use to it . When i stepped into Juying , first thing that some to my mind was "what the hell . what is this school ? " When i saw some malays , i was shocked then come to think of it , i remember that Juying is not the same as Ai tong . its not a chinese school .

Until now , the only thing which i like about Juying is all the wonerful friends i have . and its true . Malay boys . boys only are really fun to be with . girls theres only a few . Chinese girls & boys are equally fun too . Most of them are loyal . gEez !`but theres still somethings which i hate about Juying is the lousy facility . the low number of CCA . the ugly-ness of it and the size of it too . hahha .

ok come back to the family relationship . i always thought that family is not important at all until now . the problems between my parents . Without a complete family , it really affacts the child alot .

enougn of all this . i`ll post something funny . heex . oh ya . my dog is currently botak . lol .

Fate brought us together but Destiny bring us apart . -

[x] i lovee y0u //*
5:05 AM

``y0u`r my 0ne and -- // * - 0nly -

x`_____ *** ___`*

Saturday, July 29, 2006

Met Farhan outside the school before going into the school .

my PFT totally sucks . my stamina totally drop alot . so much that i wanna cry . School time was pratically boring . But Mrs So is really funny as she was telling us about our group number and our group leader then cause i duno who say " Mrs So , you not with us . not good . cannot give us support " . Then Mrs So say " although i`m not with you but i`m still mentally supporting you guys " . Then Jia Jie say " ya . remember what Mrs So always say ; you better do ! " then Mrs So say " ya . if you dont do , you will have to stay back " . Followed by Jun Long " Mrs So , then we have to take a photo of you and put it in our pocket . when we are about to give up , we can just take the photo and remeber you . " lol . then the whole class burst out into laughter . Mrs So's lesson was really fun . gEez !`

Mother Tongue lesson i was like an insane . Then cause i smell something very strong so i say " what is that smell ? so smelly " . Then Chin Wee say it was Yu Hui then Yu Hui was like wa laoooo . lol . The smell was really strong that i went giddy . so i sat and the floor and sang Huggies Dry song . lol . then the class were at there laughing hysterically .

he smiled to me . yes he did . and a very long one . i`m happy but at the other hand , i`m sad too . Maybe its really over .

Went to the library at 1.00p.m with Dan Ying & Ming Mei . we were laughing like mad . lol . soon , Mavis and all joined us . Then at 1.30p.m , went down to the hall . slack in the canteen awhile before we assemble at the canteen there . After some briefting and all , it was the start of the PFT ! My group first station was sit & reach . haha . After that , proceeded to the SIT UP station . Had to wait for a long time before its our turn and the teacher totally sucks . kept shouting at us telling us to do this at that . like what the hell !` If he's so good , why don't he go and do . IDIOT !` make the whole group of us freaking pissed off . while waiting m saw sebby . haha . wish him good luck so did he . gEez !` After that , was INCLINE PULL UP . haha . i simply love my classmates !` you peeps rock ! Why ?` because all of them were extremely supportive !` they were at there cheering , giving moral support and encouragement to pupils who cant do any pull ups or they were too tired to continue . of cause i did cheer , support and encourage them too . no matter what . my class rockz !` gEez !`

After the INCLINE PULL UP station was STANDING BOARD JUMP . haha . After that , went down to have our shuttle run ; last station . and i really regretted choosing the cantten to run . the floor is super slippery . Whats more the teacher is MR TAN . BAD CHOICE ! he didn really time correctly . when i already ran pass the finish line , he still haven pressed the stop button . like what the hell .` cause the first time he press , the time didn stop and he had to press 2-3 times which cause lots of time ! arghhhhhh !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! whats more HE DIDN LET ME RETAKE ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ANGRY ! cause Joe was also there then he slip and fall so i asked MR TAN to give him a second chance but he say NO . what the hell . Then later all of us really regretted not going to the badminton court to have our run . Our group was the first to complete all 5 stations in our class . *clap clap * haha .

Waited for Farhan as he asked Mavis to wait for him . such a turtle . lol . Then went to the bus-stop . slack awhile before heading home with Xin Yi . Before i went board the bus , i forgotten to say goodbye to Farhan . opps .` In the bus , had some laughter with Xin Yi . . heex .

Yesterday , Farhan told me about the sad story of his . make me wanna laughed . i cant state out what Farhan told him as i dont want any people to know . only Farhan and him knows about this . heex . cause i was laughing hysterically then Farhan says that i`m evil . say that its his sad part of story . lol . Then Farhan told me bout Ghost thing . uber scary !` but its nice . hahahha .

- those beautiful memoriex you left behind will always be remember by me . -

[x] i lovee y0u //*
9:17 AM

``y0u`r my 0ne and -- // * - 0nly -

x`_____ *** ___`*

Friday, July 28, 2006

i guess its really OVER `~

Mother Tongue lesson had Listening Comprehension . pure lame . As the old man gave us the worksheet , he gave me the answer key . lol . so i quickly remeber the first 5 questions answers and went to tell Dan Ying , xuan and Mavis . lol . When the radio was playing , the 4 of us just kept chatting as we've had the answer already . Then i gave them sweets . haha . When we were listening , 6C were damn noisy , they were cheering and everything then i kept hearing syakirin's voice and laughter . Then went Mr Tan was at the door there , i say " teacher . they are so noisy . go and scold them . scold the boy who is call syakirin " . hahha . Then Ming Mei say " wahh . your heart wont pain one meh ? " then i say " pain shit . " lol . So the old man went over and asked them to lower down their volume .

After recess was Mrs So's lesson . Again , we had Listening Comprehension . -.- Then at 10.30a.m , proceeded to the Music Room to do our Art . before that , Farwizah cried . Because of something . But we[Chee Sern , JJ , Shi Nan , Maverick , me , etc] were trying to cheer her up . Then we say it doesn matter . we dont blame her . Then JJ , Shi Nan and Chee Sern say " nvm . all Jolynn's fault . not yours " . -.- lol . After that , Farwizah became better . (= In the Music Room , as our gorup had nothing to do , so we were all doing our own things . feeling bored , i took a newspaper and started my Master Piece . wahhahax . Then Xiao Bo and all were laughing hysterially . lol .

i shan'nt say who that person is in case i get sue . lol .

Social Studies lesson got repremanded . was said to be the worst class ever . *sigh* At 1.00p.m , went down for our break . Went to the library with Ming Mei and Dan Ying . Then while i was walking to the library , Afiq and all were at the library window looking at me . dots . In the library we just laze around . At 1.30p.m , went to the hall for assemble . We[chinese pupils] were asked to stay at the hall for our Prelim & major examination Oral . Was quite funny . As Jian Jie was fooling around , shouting like nobody's business , so Miss Tan asked him to come infront and read a passage . lol . After that , XIAO NAN voluntar himself and guess what , when he was reading , he went out of tune . lol . so hilarious . Then when Miss Tan asked who wants to read , Shi Nan , Gek Nian , etc shouted Jun Long . haha . After Jun Long had finished reading , Steve , Shi Nan and all shouted " Chee Sern . Chee Sern . Chee Sern . " Then Miss Tan say " i want a girl " and immedately , Shi Nan , Pei Han , Chee Sern , Gek Nian , Chin Ming and all shouted " Jolynn . Jolynn . Jolynn . " Then xuan , Mavis and all join in too !` what the hell . so no choice had to go . When i stood up , Shi Nan and all started cheering . -.-

When i was infront , i looked at JJ and kept laughing . At first , i was fine reading the passage but after a few lines , i just burst out into laughter then the whole hall were filled with laughter too . So Miss Tan say " if you'r uncomfortable , you can face the back . " so i say to JJ "huh , i dont wanna face you all " . and guess what ?!` i forgotten i was holding the mike then the whole hall could hear what i said then all of them laughed . so embarrassing . After reading finish , Shi Nan , Pei Han and all cheered again . Then they applaused . Then cause i wanted to give the mike to JJ then he say " wahh . you wanna give me ? " lol . then both of us just laughed . After passing the mike and book back to Miss Tan , went back to my seat then i gave Shi Nan and all a -.- look . lol . Then Dan Ying and all were laughing . -.- cause Miss Tan asked them how much they will give me then Denzel , Zhao Ming and all raised their hand up when Miss Tan say 9-10 marks . lol .

At 3.00p.m , our class was dismissed first , gEez !` went to the bus-stop there to slack . After awhile , syakirin and all came and as my hand , i wrote i <3 you earlier on , Zi Xuan shouted " syakirin . come and see your darling's hand . she write i <3 you . " Then syakirin wanted to come over and have a look but kept my hand away so he just smile . lol . then i say " i love you the you can represent lots of people what " . Then later xuan dragged cute syami over to have a look but i covered it . (= After syakirin left , cause syami , Zulhilmi , Afiq and rihuduan offended Iffah then Iffah walked towards them then Afiq and rihuduan board the bus while syami and zulhilmi hid behind the wall . Then cause when we were walking to the provision shop , i saw syami and zulhimi hiding there so i say while pointing to the right " eh . IFFAH ! " then both of them got stunned and say " where ? where . " Then suddenly , xuan tap them form behind then syami got a shocked . he jumped and shouted then zulhilmi too . lol . he got shocked by syami . Their reaction were just damn cute . haha . then i was at there laughing hysterially . After that , syami asked me to show him what i wrote on my hand so i showed him then zi xuan say " Jolynn love you . " then syami say " i love you . ohh . i love syakirin . " Then i gave him a -.- face . dots .

- how i wish miracle could happen . how i wish you will be right beside me once again . -

- sadistic -

[x] i lovee y0u //*
9:15 AM

``y0u`r my 0ne and -- // * - 0nly -

x`_____ *** ___`*

Thursday, July 27, 2006

i think its really over . haiix . Maybe i should really let go . Maybe your heart has already belong to someone else . Totally hopeless . Maybe i should learn how to forget and move on . i think its really time .

In the morning , when i reached the bus-stop[school one] , went to Farhan's house donwstair with xuan and slack . After awhile , Dan Ying was walking then i called her . so the 3 of us talked then soon , Farhan and Zhao Ming came so we went in the school together . Then Adam and his brother came too and his brother sat beside me . so CUTE !` Adam was damn funny . cause he was laughing and laughing then suddenly he turned to me and say " oi you stupid " . -.- Then he burst out into laughter . dots `

Lesson time was kinda fun . Again , Mrs So Changed our sitting arrangement . Now Ivan is sitting beside me and Shi Nan has been changed to the next group . sad `~ Mother
Tongue class i play my handphone song . lol . then cause i make it full blast then at the chorus part , the sound was damn loud . lol . luckilt the old man didn hear it . Then was enjoying the song . so nice . ahhaha . During our lunch break at 12.30p.m , went to the library with Ming Mei . gEez !`[Dan Ying was stilling eating .] Then in the library , Zi Xuan actually SLAPPED XIAO NAN !` like what the hell . Damn stunned by her action . Then Afiq and all were also shocked . so i just hack care and went to talk with Ming mei , Dan Ying & Mavis . Dare fun . were laughing madly . As we and Afiq and all were always noisy in the library , again , we were being chased out by the OLD AUNTIE !` In the canteen talked to Farhan awhile then cause Ismat was at there "gangster" to Zi Xuan then later i looked at him while laughing then he say " you also gangster . " -.- After that , went up to class for lesson and its FUN FUN FUN !` hahaha . JJ & me was laughing madly at the BIRDIE !` cause i showed to him . the day before , i showed it to Shi NAn , Ivan and Yi Hong . And we were laughing hysterically at it . then we even squeesh it . lol . JJ and me were like pulling it and whatever`~ then we were laughing hysterially till our stomach hurts badly . lol . And i snap some photos . hahah !`

JJ pretending the BIRDIE as his . haha .

The BIRDIE !`

me squeezing the BIRDIE !` hahahah .

After that , many of them were also interested in knowing . lol . But i only showed afew . then Ivan and Shi Nan were at there "Jolynn you show them ? " haha . Then JJ called Pei Han over then we showed him then he was also laughing hysterically till he roll on the floor . lol . Then cause JJ left it ontop of my bag then just nice Gek Nian came and he saw it . what the hell . lol . At that point of time , we were really laughing like mad . so damn hilarious . lol . JJ , Pei Han & me just cant stop laughing . lol .

After Enrichment , went to the mama shop as usual . xuan called her cousin to come as xuan wanted to continue her REVENGE on XIAO NAN !` haiix . *shake head* XIAO NAN too insulted my mum . he said my mum a POSTITUTE and my mother is DEAD !` like what the hell . i`m angry . i`m flaring . my blood's boiling but i didn beat him , slap him , etc . i solve this matter in the right way . come to think of it . If you really hit him , and he complain to anyone , you have the bear the consequences for your actions . is it worth it ?` N O . not at all . imagine you'll get a severe punishment ? If XIAO NAN really complain to the teacher , the one who is at fault most is you . Althought he started all this first . Teachers are always like this . like for example . . .

Teacher: why did you beat and slap him ?

Student: He insulted my mum . he called my mum a POSTITUTE & that me mum is DEAD ! he even pull up my skirt !

Teacher: He's at fault for doing all this but that doesn give you any rights to beat and slap him . You can report this matter to US and we will punish him accordingly .

ALL TEACHERS WILL DEFINATELY SAY THIS . AND ITS JUST A PILE OF BULLSHIT . PUNISH HIM ACCORDINGLY LIKE HOW ? REPREMAND HIM ONLY ? MY MUM CRITICIZM IS ONLY WORTH A STUPID SCOLDING ? LET ME TELL YOU . IT WORTH MORE THEN JUST A SCOLDING . BY GIVING HIM A PUBLIC CANING IS ALREADY A SMALL PUNISHMENT . YOU COULD JUST EXPELL HIM FROM SCHOOL OR LET US SETTLE IT OURSELF . CAUSE EVEN IF YOU TEACHERS PUNISH HIM , WE WONT BE SATISFIC . YOU HAVE TO LET US SETTLE IT OURSELF SO THAT ITS SATISFACTORY TO US ! ITS OUR MUM WHO GOT INSULTED ! NOT YOURS !

At the provision shop , talked with Dan Ying and all . After a few minutes , went to the bus-stop . Then cause syakirin & Afiq were also there then Zi Xuan say to me "your darling there leh . " then i say " Ha Ha Ha " . then xuan say " i go and call your darling to come . " so she shouted " syakirin ! your darling here . " then he walked towards syakirin and say " your darling there leh . " Then i walked to the provision shop again to avoid any embarrassment . When i walked back , Afiq saw me then say " Jolynn . why you run here and there ? syakirin want to talk to you . " then i say " i didn run here and there . i walk here and there " . lol . then syakirin was at there laughing hysterially . After that , Farhan came and join them and soon , the bus came and Afiq and syakirin left so left Farhan sitting alone so i say " Farhan . why so alone ? " lol . so i went over him and talked with him and showed him the pictures taken in class . lol . then he gave a -.- look . baka `~ lol . After that , Hazirah came then we talked awhile then cause there was a slope and i was standing beside Farhan then cause i dunno what happened , i almost fall back[towards Farhan] then i was like waving my hand in order to balane myself then Hazirah quickly grabbed me . hahahha . Then Farhan was at there laughing and say " don't fall hor " . hahahha .

After that , i say to Farhan " wanan go see ghost , behind there there's "something" . Someone Funeral is held there " . Upon hearing this , Farhan got damn excited so Farhan , Hazirah and me went over there then Dan Ying and all followed too . At there , we observed a long time but didn see anything then when everyone was laughing and everything , i was still observing and guess what ?!` i saw it !` a black figure . like what the hell . Then i say to Dan ying " you saw that ? " Then she kept saying "where ? where ? " OMG ! i`m the only one whom saw it . Then cause Farhan was leaning against something and on top of it was damn dirty so i say " i dare you to touch it . " then he say " i dare . but dont blame me if i touch you after touching that . " then he went to touch . YUCKS `~ Then he took it and throw it on my hair ! arghhhh ! Then he was at there laughing . >.<"' Then cause xuan came and she took the BIRDIE out so Farhan and all started playing with it . and they kept dropping it on the grass patch ! Then cause Farhan was playing then i begged him to put it at his "there" and let me take a picture of it but he dont want . So Farhan took the BIRDIE adn went to Zulhaily then he put it there . hahaha . Then Zulhaily was at there " sia lah " . lol . cause i was begging them to let me take a picture of it so Farhan , Zulhaily , Zhao Ming , Jun hao , Jian Jie and all team up and chased Jason to put it at his there . lol . then they were like as though they were raping Jason . lol . i even took a video of it but sad to say , i can upload it . bloody com !

lol . look at JAson's expression and all the hands on the BIRDIE !`

After all the fooling and everything , before that Farhan & Zulhaily were throwing the BIRDIE . -.- Then it dropped on the grass patch . so dirty . Then soon , Sebby came then he was at there laughing too . so funny . then he went to pull it . hahaha . then while pulling he say " wa lao . very disgusting leh . " lol . so funny `~ Then sebby and me were at there laughing like nobody's business . wahahahx . then cause Jian Jie put the BIRDIE at his there then before i took the picture of it , i asked sebby to pull it . hahahhaha .

wahhahax . sebby hand pulling the BIRDIE !

After that , took a picture of sebby . so cute ! At first he refuses then he say " wahh . today in school down with flu . " lol . Then Dan Ying say " this is SIAOGANG order " hahaha . so sebby say " ok . since its SIAOGANG" . hahha . Then at first , sebby stood with his both legs close then i say " sebby , dont so nerd . " then later he changed to another pose then Dan Ying say " so nerd " lol . then sebby say " ok lor . you all like this one . " hahahahaha .

cute yea ? and handsome too . look at his swollen eyes . poor thing . due to the flu .

After that , Dan Ying and all went to play basketball then they were all asking me to go . After that , sebby bathed finish and everything , he also asked me to go but i rejected him . lol . talked with Farhan , Zulhaily and Jason . so funny . Then Jason legs will shaking . lol . Then Ahmad[cute brother] was at there pinching my cheeck . hmphx ! Then cause i say to Farhan that i won the bet then he was att here "oh ya !` i forgotten to tell syakirin . " then Zulhaily was at there " i know syakirin number . i can call him . " Then Farhan too said that . then i say its not counted haha . another bet is on Ma*** . [Private & Confidential] . gEez !` Then cause JAson say he almost got a astma then i asked him whether he has his inhaler with him but he asked me whats an inhaler . -.- Then zulhaily say " i have alot . got blueberry one . " then i say blueberry one is meant for children . hahha . Then Farhan was at there "children " . then JAson and me pretended crying . haha . As there were lots of stone and everything on the ground then Farhan kept taking it and throw at me . -.- Then before i board the bus , he threw even more then i say " idiot Farhan . i`m gonna torture you . " then Farhan was at there laughing . -.-

i've been losing this nowadays . yesterday , i lost my lotion in school and today , i lost my comb . maybe i will even lose my panties tomorrow . who knows . =x

Farhan !` are you honoured ?` your name is flooded in my blog again !` hahaha .

Today's a BIRDIE day !`

- goodbye . my 1 year & 3 months love . -

- Its not worth it after all . haiix . -

[x] i lovee y0u //*
11:11 AM

``y0u`r my 0ne and -- // * - 0nly -

x`_____ *** ___`*

Tuesday, July 25, 2006

It seems to me that you've change . you no longer care neither you'r bothered . Maybe its time for me to forget and move on . You'r always changing . i just don't understand . i really don't . Even if i do , i rather not to understand cause it really break my heart . i want the past you . The you whom you'r not neglect . You'r concern and bothered . The caring you . where have you'r concern go to ? Another girl ? probabaly a Y E S but i just hope its a N O .

I LOVE YOU .

- goodbye my anata -

Out here in the quiet of the night,
Beneath the stars and moon
We both know we've got somethin' on our minds
We won't admit, but it's true

You look at me, I look away.

I wanna tell you what I'm feeling,
but I don't know how to start
I wanna tell you, but now I'm afraid that
you might break my heart
Oh, why should anything so easy, ever be so hard to
I wanna tell you what I'm feeling,
and to say that I love you.
I practice all the thing that I could say
Line by line, every word
I tell myself today could be the day,
But every time, I lose my nerve
I look at you, you look away

I wanna tell you what I'm feeling,
but I don't know how to start
I wanna tell you, but now I'm afraid that
you might break my heart
Oh, why should anything so easy,
ever be so hard to do
I wanna tell you what I'm feeling, and to
say that, I love you.
Why, do you turn away
It must be, you're afraid like me
I try, but I can't pretend that I
Don't feel for you the way I do
Can't you see

I wanna tell you what I'm feeling,
but I don't know how to start
I wanna tell you, but now I'm afraid that
you might break my heart
Oh, why should anything so easy, ever be so hard to
I wanna tell you what I'm feeling, and to
say that, I love you.

I wanna tell you what I'm feeling, but I don't know how to start
I wanna tell you, but now I'm afraid that
you might break my heart
Oh, why should anything so easy,
ever be so hard to do?
I wanna tell you what I'm feeling,
and to say that, I love you

[x] i lovee y0u //*
8:23 AM

``y0u`r my 0ne and -- // * - 0nly -

x`_____ *** ___`*

Sunday, July 23, 2006

gEez !` Came back from Jurong Point not long ago . Bought lots of things again ! i`m loving it !` But i`m still DISAPPOINTED as i could'nt find my Zinc England Sling Bag . =( But heard from my cousin that Bugis Village sell that bag and she'll be going to Bugis on Monday so i've already asked her to check it out for me . heex .

Seriously , Jurong Point has really changed alot . so much that i could'nt even recognize it . how pathetic yea . bought a jacket which cost $79.90 , a blue Adidas water bottle that cost $7 .[ wanted it to be either black or grey but there's only blue] , 2 belts ; $9 , one in gold while the other in silver , 4 pairs of socks ;$14 . lol `~[got caught on Friday for wearing ankle socks and was asked to removed my socks !`] , a few stuff for face and everything . Spent $120+ in all . heex . Better then last week . which i've spent $249 ? If i`m not wrong . haha .

yes . Its Italia . not England . haiix . there's no availvability of England . =(

socks , water bottle , belts . pimple cream . oil remover , lotion .

All the stuffs . (=

Some Random pictures .

Hazirah & me . Taken during June .

- love you till the end -

[x] i lovee y0u //*
12:50 AM

``y0u`r my 0ne and -- // * - 0nly -

x`_____ *** ___`*

Saturday, July 22, 2006

有人說夢想只是個幻想，想要達成，得來不易。但也有人說只要相信就會實現。我的夢想已經跟了我快要两年了，它始終還沒實現。或許時辰未到吧。想想看，我的夢想讓我學了很多課本上學不到的東西。它讓我有耐心去等待，勇敢的面對困難等…要是你沒有耐心，就會灰心而選擇放棄。以我的個性，是永遠不可能選擇放棄，就算到老還是要堅持下去。很可笑吧？哈哈…那它合時才會實現呢？只有天知到。或許是一天，一個月，一年，省直是十年。很難說…每個人都有自己的夢想。但只要堅持到底，相信種有一天會如愿以償的。讓我們一起加油吧！

Some people say that Dream is just a childish thought . a difficult archievement . But some people too say that if you believe , you will fufill your Dream . My Dream has already been with more for almost two years but it still didn get fufilled . Maybe it will just one day . After thinking , i realize my Dream has made me learnt lots of things which could'nt be learn in the textbook . It let me to be patient when waiting for something to be fulfilled and to be brave when overcoming difficulties . If you'r impatient , you will be disappointed which will lead you into giving up . but base on my characteristic , i will never give up . even if i`m old , i`ll still preserve on . Its funny yea ? haha . So when will the day come of me fulfilling my dream ? maybe one day , one month , one year or even 10 years !` Its difficult to say . Everyone has their own dream . But if you preserve till the end , i believe it will be fulfill one day . so lets work hard together !`

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Sebastian is funny ! haha . As he waited for me to finish lesson then cause at first he though that i will also be going for a basketball game with him but in then end i didn . cause the bus came i boarded it then when i was on the first step in the bus , sebastian shouted " a . . . dont go . i thought you playing basketball with me ? " . Then cause i just turn to look at him then smile then i took the second step and sebastian went shouting " noooooooooo . " . hahahhaha .

That's all for today . (=

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11:13 AM

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Friday, July 21, 2006

haiix . should i continue in trusting you ? you really make me doubt in you . haiix . no words could descirble my feeling now . its TORMENT . i`m really sad and down . haiix . you made me lose trust in you . haiix . i told myself to continue in trusting in you . have faith in you but whenever i want to do that , my mind will be flashing about the possibilities of you BETRAYING me . i thought that both of us are real close . even closer then my one year friendship but i`m sooooo wrong ! i dunno if you'r only acting all good infront of me and deep in your heart , you hate me to the core . i really hope that its not . haiix .

CAN ANYONE JUST GET ME OUTTA THIS AGONY AND MEANINGLESS WORLD ? i thought that you`r my close friend . a friend whom i can share my feelings , problems and everything with you . but i dunno why it will turn out like this . life without is really meaningless besides him . haiix .

~~[ Don`t asked me whose the person whom i`m refering too . i`m not gonna say . ]~~

went to school as per normal . Mother Tongue lesson was lame `~ The principal suddenly stood outside our rebellious class and i`m the first person to notice her outside . -.- cause i went to sit with Dan Ying and i was talking to her about some dogs then when i turned my head i looked outside , i saw the principal staring at me with fire in her eyes . Was so damn shocked . As Dan Ying was doing her Mathematics worksheet , i quickly hit her hand and wisper to her that the principal is only outside . After 10 seconds or so , more people then began to realize the principal appearance . Then all the way through , the principal was looking at me so deep in my heart , i was thinking " shit . gonna get repremended by her again . " Then when she walked in the class , i thought she was going to call me but to my surprise , its not me . its some other pupils . Then i was thinking like what the hell . kept staring at me . -.- xuan got repremanded by her as she didn bring her book and everything and the bloody old man was complaining . idiot `~ After the principal left , the whole class went back to their normal behaviour ; rebellious ! ` When i was making my socks[both legs on the chair] , again , i turn my head and saw the principal looking at me AGAIN !` -.- arghh . why ? Just because i went to your office before . dots . baka`~

Recess time at first i was freaking pissed off . why ? because of the old man and actually i`m still not so flare up but when XIAO NAN saw me , he blaber shit about me again . so my temper just bloody rised to its maximum and i really could not take it anymore so i say to ming mei and dan ying " i`m going to look for him " . so they followed me . At first , we stood at a side to see where he was . When he was eating with syakirin , Adam , Syami and all , i walked to him and stood infront of him and say " let me warn you . if you say me one more time , you'r gonna get it from me " . Then syakirin and all were looking at me with a stunned face . so i walked back to danying and peeps and soon , xuan and mavis came . we stood at the vending machine there and fool . Then after awhile , syakirin , Adam and all came then we fool around together . When Adam saw me , first thing came out of his mouth is " syakirin want to marry you . " -.- After fooling around for quite long , the recess music was played so all of us went to assemble . When i was walking , syakirin , Adam and all were behind me then Adam was dare evil . he kept stepping on my shoe not wanting me to walk . While stepping , he was laughing away . >.< then syakirin , Ismat , Zulhaily and all were also laughing . baka`~

Art & Craft lesson is fun !` grouped with JJ , Shi Nan , Farwizah , Chee Sern , Maverick , etc . so fun fun fun !` haha . drew merlion and orchid . the orchid is soooo freaking difficult to draw . Merlion was easy .

Soon , it was 1.00p.m . Went down to the canteen . Then Mavis told me xuan cried . [because of something] . After xuan came , 3 of us went to the libray . As usual , saw syakirin and all . Then cause XIAO NAN was again blaber shit about us , so xuan went to find him then syakirin and all saw so they came to the corner of the library and watched the so call " good show " . Then they all were all damn excited . cause only xuan went to scold him then i stood with syakirin and all and looked at the "good show" then zulhilmi and all kept saying " Jolynn . go beat him . " lol . Then cause actually xuan was about to leave but then XIAO NAN say her again . so xuam chased him in the library then xuan really BEAT him . so i shouted " xuan . dont be crazy will ya . what for getting angry with a retarded like him ? " then xuan stopped . dots . Then cause both xuan and me walked behind syakirin[was sitting on the chair] then xuan walked first . When xuan was behind him , he intentionally pushed the chair back and almost squashed xuan . -.- then cause he didn know i was behind and he was blocking my way , so i use my pencil box and hit him lightly on his back . lol .

When we were outside the library , cause syakirin and zulhilmi were also outside then when zulhilmi saw me , he say " Jolynn . syakirin want to marry you . " then i gave him a -.- look and when syakirin heard it , he was smiling away while he looked and me then zulhilmi . lol . went to the hall and settle down . sat beside Adam . so fun . he's always making me go "wahhahaha" . lol . cause xuan was talking to me in chinese and some English then i say "why are you speaking like some sort of Indian ? " upon hearing this , Adam burst out into laughter . lol . Then xuan gave me a -.- look . lol . then Adam was at there " hahahaha . indian " . lol . then he kept syakirin syakirin . -.- but he's really funny !` gEez .` After all the nagging and yada yada-ing from the old man , went back to class . was talking away with Dan Ying and Jie Yi . all i could say is . . . . HILARIOUS !` then cause i was sitting on the chair with one leg on the chair , the other on the undertable there then Dan Ying say " why ? sick ? fever ? cough ? flu ? " lol . soon , it was 3.00p.m . DISMISSAL !`

before going down , xuan , mavis and me went to 6C . cause we dont want to walk with the old man as he will be stopping and stopping and nag nag nag . so i went to syakirin's seat and the first thing i say when i saw his undertable was " OMG ! so messy . " lol . then i helped him to pack alittle and cause his bag was on the floor and was not properly put , so i helped him to put his back against the table. (= After that , went to the second floor to look for Elvina and on our way there , saw zulhaily class and syakirin's class then as usual , when Adam and all sees me , they never fail to say " syakirin " . dots .

As usual , went to the provision shop there . Then soon , syakirin and all came . cause there was a empty water bottle on the grass patch there , so syakirin went to kick and when he kicked the bottle , his shoe fly out again . lol . then i was laughing hysterically then when he was wearing his shoe back , he looked at me and laughed too . lol . After that , sebastian came . he's so damn funny . cause there was a empty packet drink on the ground then cause sebastian wanted to stepped it but he was afriad that it will splash to us so he just stood there then syakirin and Farhan came so syakirin went to step on it but there was no sound . so he was like kinda embarrassed then he laughed . then the the group of us just laughed away loudly . lol . After that , Elvina stepped again then sebastian say " a . wei shen me ni cai . wo yao chui de leh " . finishing saying , Elvina kicked the packet drink into the drain then sebby say " wei shen me ni ti jing qu ? " so i say " ni you mei you zao jiang . " then sebby say " ni you mei you zao wen . " then i say " ni you mei you zao shuo " . lol . then everyone was laughing . then all of them were at there " Jolynn . good . " haha . then sebby laughed too . lol . he have got nothing to say . =p After that , went to the bus-stop with xuan , Mavis , Elvina and Dan ying . After talking for awhile , the bus came but it was packed with people so both xuan and me decided to wait for the second one so when when second bus came , both boarded the bus and Home Sweet Home . gEez !`

- i love you -

[x] i lovee y0u //*
12:18 PM

``y0u`r my 0ne and -- // * - 0nly -

x`_____ *** ___`*

Wednesday, July 19, 2006

Just came back from KFC . Dan ying treat xuan , Jun Hao , Jian Jie and me . gEez !` had shroom meal with xuan . before we headed to KFC , accompained Dan ying to see the doctor . haha .

Today's school was not bad but i almost got a scolding . because as xuan , Mavis and i shared a diary book then we wrote in our secrets and everything and it contained lots of vulgarities in it and during recess time , Farhan aka Sheena was dare funny . cause he saw Jason then he say in a very agitated way " you cheated . you cheat . you took two card at one time . " lol . then JAson was about to cry . lol . After that , xuan told me she needed the recorder as maybe she'll be taking her Music Test so at 11.00a.m , i went to the washroom in order to pass her the recorder but she told me its not needed anymore . -.- When i got back the class , i saw Mrs So holding onto our diary and at that point of time , i really dunno how to react . i just stood rooted to the ground and my heart was beating real fast . then Mrs So asked me alots of things but mostly i say i dunno . haha . phew `~

at 12.30p.m , went to the library with ming mei . sat at one corner and do my homework . soon , xuan , Mavis and Elvina came so did syakirin , Adam and all . then cause i was telling Zi Xuan and Mavis bout the diary incident then syakirin and Adam were at there laughing . -.- then cause Mavis was talking dare loudly so i say " Mavis . shhhh " . Then Adam said to me while laughing " you also shhh . " -.- then Mavis said to me " you then SHHH . " lol . then syakirin say " what SHHH. " then he hit Mavis . lol . Then cause Adam said to me " Jolynn . syakirin . " then i said " orh orh orh . " lol . then Adam laughed and imitated me by saying "orh orh orh . " then both he and syakirin laughed . -.- cause when i was standing at one side with Mavis[syakirin and all went to one corner and sat down ] then XIAO NAN came and blaber shit again . the first time i maintain my cool but the second time , i got damn flared up so i walked behind him and he went to where syakirin , zulhaily , rihuduan , Amar , Ismat , Syami , Zulhilmi and Adam were all seated . so i pushed him and scolded him then he say " you dont come hor . you come i call the police . " then i say " oohhh . i`m so scare . ". Then when i was about to walk off , he kept calling my name so i got damn pissed off and went to him again and say " is my name for you to call ? do you and any rights to call my name ? " then i pushed him then he was moving behind then when i pushed him again , he hit till the plant behind of him and the whole pant collapsed !` lol . then syakirin and all burst out in laughter so did i . cant tolerate . then i went behind syakirin and all and laughed silently . then zulahily came then while laughing , i say " my goodness . i really cant tolerate anymmore . " then zulhaily say " wahh . your face all red already " . haha . then i just kept laughing and laughing . then cause XIAO NAN was at there trying to fix the plant , syakirin and all went " orh hor . orh hor " . then XIAO NAN say " not me . is Jolynn . its Jolynn fault . not mine " . Then syakirin they all continued orh hor-ing . hahah . then i just kept laughing and laughing . lol .

When we were having all the fun and laughter , the stupid librian teacher came scolding at us . ass hole`~ so syakirin and all left first then followed by xuan , mavis , ming mei , elvina and me . We went to the Maths Corner there and slack . then Kishen[is it spelled like this?] and desmond were playing with Elvina . haha . soon , Mr Peng cam and chased us to the canteen . like what the hell !` its not even 1.30p.m yet . When we reached the canteen , cause syakirin and all were standing beside me then xuan and mavis went to their class then Amar say zi xuan what what what[about the XIAO NAN thing] then i turned my head and looked at him then he "ok ok " . then i just laughed . lol . then syakirin and the rest laughed too . then Zulhilmi say " not we say one . is syakirin . all is syakirin say one . " lol . then syakirin went pretending kicking him . haha . then later zulhilmi say " Jolynn sucks . " then Amar and and all followed too then they say " syakirin is the one who say it " . lol . then i just kept laughing and laughing . Then syakirin was at there giving a "dont bullshit" face . haha .

Soon , when we were walking back to our respective classroom , cause my class use the different route as syakirin's class then when we reached the third floor , just nice , syakirin's class was there too then i sat donw on the chair outside the classroom and make my socks and shoe before proceeding back to the class then when i stood up and walked , syakirin and all were beside me then Adam say " Jolynn !` syakirin !` syakirin want to marry you . " then i use the paper on my hand and hit his forehead . haha . Before stepped into the classroom , zulhilmi say " syakirin want to see you . " then Ismat say " remember to give birth ok . 10 babies . " -.-

During lesson time , had loads of fun ! especially then Roni hit his head against the cupboard . cause the teacher was going through the worksheet then he got the questions correct so he stood up , ran towards the cupboard then as he could not stop in time , he hit his head against the cupboard then he fell one the floor . so hilarious . Then the whole class burst out into laughter . lol . After that , played " Ji Gou Ba " with JJ , Mai Zheng and Jing Ying . haha . so fun too . i`m loving it !` Soon , it was 3.00p.m . Dismissal time !` but our class got dismissed only at 3.15p.m which cause me didn have the chance to see syakirin . arghh !` saw Farhan outside the school . he didn went for the Enrichment . oh sorry . its not Farhan . Its "Sheena"[Farhan aka Sheena you should know] . haha . then zulhaily told Farhan bout the Tree collapsing thing to "Sheena" . haha . After that , went to Centrel with xuan , Dan ying , Jun Hao and Jian Jie . had lots of fun too . i just simply love it . haha . joked alot with xuan . we kept laughing like nobodys business . Then cause Jun Hao squat down and took out a piece of paper for Dan ying then when Dan ying took the paper , the 4 of us [dy , Jian Jie , xuan and me] continued walking then Jun Hao shouted " wah lao you all . didn wait for me! " hahahah . so funny . After Dan Ying finish seeing the doctor , we went to KFC . then cause me and xuan sat at the 2 person table while the 3 of them sat at the 4 person seat which is only beside me and xuan but there's still a gap between then while xuan and me were eating and chatting , dan ying , jun hao and jian jie were looking at us then they wispered something . -.- then later dan ying say " what sia both of u . pang seh us . " -.- is "pang seh" even the right word to use ? lol . After finishing our food , slack outside the KFC for awhile before heading home . haha . went home with xuan . again , we had loads of fun in the bus . lol .

- syakirin -

Living in my own world
Didn't understand
That anything can happen
When you take a chance
I never believed in
What I couldn't see
I never opened my heart
To all the possibilities
I know that something has changed
Never felt this way
And right here tonight

This could be the start
Of something new
It feels so right
To be here with you
And now looking in your eyesI
feel in my heart
The start of something new

Now who'd of ever thought that
We'd both be here tonight
And the world looks so much brighter
With you by my sideI know that something has changed
Never felt this way
I know it for real

This could be the start
Of something new
It feels so right
To be here with you
And now looking in your eyes
I feel in my heart
The start of something new

I never knew that it could happen
Till it happened to me
I didn't know it before
But now it's easy to see
It's a start Of something new
It feels so right
To be here with you
And now looking in your eyes
I feel in my heart

That it's the start
Of something new
It feels so right
To be here with you
And now looking in your eyes
I feel in my heartThe start of something new
Start of something new

- start of something new -

[x] i lovee y0u //*
7:55 PM

``y0u`r my 0ne and -- // * - 0nly -

x`_____ *** ___`*

Tuesday, July 18, 2006

16th July , 2006 , Sunday

ton with Farhan . had so much fun with him . gEez !` both of us were dare funny . we wait for each other to finish our homework . wahaha . At first my mood was dare good but after something happened , my mood totally changed . damn fed up . why ? because i was doing my vocabulary work [ finding the meaning . 60 words ] and guess what ?` the fucking lap top just automatically SHUT DOWN ! like what the hell . arghh ! then i told Farhan . then he at there trying to make me feel better . so funny . then he kept saying " so sad " . haha . Then cause my printer cant print my work so i told Farhan then he helped me . gEez !` Thank You ! Ton together with him till 1.30a.m + . hehex .

17th July , 2006 , Monday

Woke up feeling damn exhausted . lol . could not really concentrate during lesson time as my eyes were closing . =x Recess time showed Farhan BIRDIE !` hahah . At first cause there were syakirin , haqiz and all then i was damn embarrased to show in front of all of them as they will defintaely go " HAHAHAHHAHHA " . lol . Then cause Hiziq went away left syakirin then i looked at and and laughed then he laughed at me too then xuan went to blocked him but they ended quarreling . lol . as i was about to show both of them the BIRDIE , miss debie came and chased us to the canteen as we were drinking beyong the canteen . dots . After that me , bao beii xuan , Mavis and Farhan went to the vending machine there again then i showed him . and guess what's Farhan's reaction ?` lol . he gave me those PATHETIC look . *ahbish* lol . he went further away and laughed silently . lol . his expression is just dare funny . then bao beii xuan was even funnier . she say " we throw the BIRDIE on the floor then when XIAO NAN walk pass we say his BIRDIE drop " . hahah . then the 4 of us burst out into laughter .

reached home , i immediately went to sleep . really cannot tolerate . heex .

18th July , 2006 , Tuesday

Had our 1.6k.m run and also surprise Music Test . Recess time as not bad . haha . Farhan was pervertic . he asked if i brought the BIRDIE with me . lol . of cause i didn't !` At 11.30a.m , it was Music Lesson . was damn nervous cause we were not inform that we will be taking our music test ! Then i was damn nervous that i almost pee out . lol . Blew the recorder . not bad l. no mistake at all . (= then sang . *clap clap* =x After my test , i asked for permission to go to the washroom then i ran go . lol . really cant tolerate . when i was doing my business , someone switched off the light . [baka `~ ] When i walked out of the washroom , saw Farhan standing beside the water cooler . gEez !` so happy . Then i told him about the not informed Music Test then Farhan also got shocked . haha . then while walking back to our class[outside 6C] i told him that i`m damn nervous till i wanna pee . then my bladder gonna burst . =x . hahah . Then both of us laughed dare loud . =x

At 1.20p.m , went down to the canteen . Went to change into my P.E attire with Ming Mei . After changing , we went to the provision shop then we walked back to school again then we walked to the Maths Corner[waste energy] . lol . Then when both of us were at the Maths Corner , bao beii xuan came !` then soon Mavis and Elvina came so we went to the library . Then Mavis told me Farhan asked me if i have the what what what . lol . i went to look for him . After looking for Farhan , went to the library . Then when we were on the steps to the hall , syakirin was standing beside me then his bag hanged a cap so i played with his cap . i kept hitting the cap . hhaha and he didn even realized that . gEez !` Then we[bao bei xuan , Mavis , Elvina] went to the library then Farhan and Azam went too . cause bao beii xuan was chasing XIAO NAN then XIAO NAN grabbed Farhan and asked us not to come any nearer[he thinks he's in one of the Drama Show] . then After XIAO NAN let go of Farhan , i told Farhan not to come near me before using a dottle[correct spelling?] to clean himself up . lol . Then cause Farhan was at the other side of the shelve then i use my hand an touch him through the shelve . haha . so funny . then XIAO NAN was blabering some malay words then i was laughing like mad . why?` because he was saying some sort of alien language . not Malay . Then cause Azam was standing behind the books then i went and turn the thing and he was at there " oei oei oei . " lol . so funny . soon , syakirin came then he was sitting at the table behind and Farhan went over too . Then xuan went to look for XIAO NAN again and he was at there blabering out some malay words . totally insane . then taufik was at there laughing . haha . same as me . really cant tolerate . When we were walking around the library , suddenly the principal came and chase all of us out . baka `~ so we went to the hall and settle down . throughout the whole thing , my heart was beating damn fast . damn nervous . haha .

soon , at about 3.00p.m , Mdm Nora came and asked our class to stand and proceed to the Field . i`m just so pissed off `~ why ?` because we are running at the field not the stadium !` the Field is soo squeezy and MUDDY ! like what the hell`! Then when our class was walking beside Mrs So and cause Mrs So was wearing a 6A sign then we all burst out into laughter and kept pointing at Mrs So . haha . then Kar How went to Mrs So and laughed then Mrs So went to kicked him lightly . hahhaha . then when we[6A] were at the field , we were still laughing then Mrs So say if we continue laughing , she will give us the position 38 . hahaha . then Amira say "Mrs So is so pretty" then Mrs So gave ther the position tag and say " Amira , you don't have to run " . hahahah . so fun!` When all the classes[pri 6] were at the Field , i stood behind then i was at there " my hair very messy" in chinese then Farhan at there " HUH?!?! " then i say my hair very messy . Then he say " aiyah . nvm one lah . when you run your hair will also be messy" . -.- After some briefting and everything , my class ran first . We were required to run outside the con[is the spelling right?] then suddenly , a con was infront of me then i almost ran inside the con luckily i stopped in time and i used my hand to hold the con then Xiao Bo was at there laughing . -.- At one particular part of the field , the ground was freaking MUDDY and cause i just dont care so i ran on it and guess what ?` my shoe got stuck in the MUD `! like what the hell , then cause i dont care and i lift up my leg and only my leg came out . my poor pathetic shoe was still stucked in the MUD . -.- Then when i was running the third round , heard bao beii xuan calling me but i didn respone as i told myself no matter what , i won't open my mouth and say a single word !` Then both xuan and Mavis asked what round i`m already at so i signal a 3 to them . ahha . then they say "same" . During the Forth round , at the first to part of the field , i ran my normal speed then when i was at one side of the field , saw syakirin then he was aruging with Mr Lee about the White Tag . lol . then i was giggling . At first , i ran beside him for a few seconds then after that , i sprint all the way !` wahhax . ran pass quite a number of people and guess what ?` Kar How , Chin Ming , Derrick and I reached Mrs So[collect our numbering tag] at the same time ! like what the hell . haiix . then Chin Ming took first , followed by Derrick , Kar How and then me . =( When i see the number on the tag , was damn disappointed . cause i dropped 7th position . haiix . sad . Then when i was walking to the classroom , i got damn shocked when i look at my two pathetic shoe and legs . all filled with MUD . holy shit `~ was damn disgusted by it . lol . Then xuan came and showed me a number 3 !` lol . then Mavis got second while Hafiz got 1st . 3 of them came to the finishing point at the same time . tsk tsk tsk . Then xuan class most of the people were walking . *shake head* luckily xuan didn . haha . good job !

When i was sitting down , Jun Long came and sat beside me and he told me he lost two white tag and he had to run 2 more rounds . then when i looked at him , i saw tears filling up his eyes . then i got shocked and told him not to cry and he didn ! haha . After Mrs So took down my position , went to the washroom and saw syakirin at the water cooler there so i asked him whats his position and he told me its ** . then i "HUH!?!? what again ? " then he told me ** was damn shocked to know that then i say " how come ?!?!` " then he say " i walk ! " then i say " you'r insane or what ?`" what the hell ?` arghh ! feel kinda sad . and he can still be laughing . what only . last year he quitted half way through because dunno which donkey pushes him then he fell then many was shocked to knwo that he quit as all of them were saying syakirin is a very determined person . he won't quit easily . Then he was sad and disappointed about the incident but he sitll acted as nothing happend . maybe its because of last year's incident thats why he loses his confident . haiix .

Went to the washroom and washed my legs and shoe but no matter how i wash , the mud still won't get off . then my whole shoe was wet and muddy . gEez ! After that , went to the hall as it was still early to our dismissal time . on the way , saw Farhan then i showed him my shoe . lol . then i told him my shoe got stucked in the mud then he laughed . then he told me that 6E damn proud . then he was pissed off . haha . Reached the hall sat beside xuan then not long after , i realized i sat at Farhan's class so i stood up and walked to my class then Mdm Azima say " what is that girl doing?[refering to me] " -.- then i went to the back and sit . then syakirin was beside me . but quite a distance away . gEez !` At about 3.50p.m , we were dismissed !` while walking to the provision shop with xuan , mavis , elvina , dan ying and weii jie , suddenly my left foot got cramped ! what the hell . the pain was really beyond any words . at first when i was walking , i thought the pain will go away but i was sooooo WRONG !` the pain got worser and worser then Farhan came and saw me bending down holding my foot . Then Shi Min saw me then i told her my leg cramped then she shouted " syakirin ! " and syakirin was only beside . -.- Then later she went to syakirin and say " your wife leg cramp lehh . " -.- then i went to Mavis house with xuan to take her bag . After that , both xuan and me took the bus home ! gEez !` had so much fun and laughter in the bus . both of us were criticizing the principal about the field thing . shes so stingy . cant even bear to pay some money to let us run in the stadium . idiot`~

cause on Monday , i told Jun Hao that Jason wanna get Gold for the physical Fitness Test then Jun hao say " if he get gold , pig can fly already . " hahahahha . and guess what ?!` during the third round of the 1.6km , he took till two white tag from the teacher and he came in 2nd . WHAT THE HELL ~ Jun Hao lose to him . Fuck him can ! didn he know one phrase ? " honesty is the best policy" . baka `~ this time Pigs are really able to fly . lol `

and i`m freaking pissed off with those sec one pupils . cause when we were running , they all were standing near us and as the ground was muddy , and when we run , the mud will definately splash out then cause someone splash the mud on those sec one pupils then thye scolded the particular person . what the hell . its they themselve who stood there so its also none of our business . then when we were running pass them , they were all trying to distract us by say " wanna drink milo[refering to the mud] . " Fuck those people !

what am i going to wear tomorrow ? my shoe is freaking muddy and dirty !`

God . please give me a new pair 0f leg . my legs are aching badly . just recover from a cramp .

High School Musical rox ! love the song bits to bits . putting up the song as my blog song but i`m still trying to find the code . (=

i`m falling sick soon . knee cap problem is back . its freaking painful . sore throat . flu . body feel hot . haiix .

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Monday, July 17, 2006

well , i just realized that i forgotten to post something . about BIRDIE . [ Farhan's favourite ] cheers !` gEez . well . if i`m not wrong its on Tuesday yea. [ i know its long ago ] but i'll still blog about it as its Farhan's favourite . (=

When i got home that day , saw Amanda at my house . then she told me that she found a injured birdiie . She told me that when she was bringing shorty c0rgi down for a walk , corgi saw the injured birdie then he wanted to bite it . Luckily Amanda caught the birdie in time . And she even told me that there's another birdie on the ground but its HEADLESS . she thinks that someone must have stepped on it and maybe the head is on the slipper ! like what the hell ?` lol . Before the birdie is dead , i manage to take a picture of it . gEez .

p.s : Farhan . you must be happy right ? get to see birdie here . hahahahaha . cheers !`

poor thing yea ? the birdie must have suffer alot . =(

Theres still more of it but i dunno why the camera just dont wanna load it into the com . so theres only afew as my phone space is currently at the maximam . sorry Farhan . only four birdie photo for you . hahah . nvm . Monday i`ll show you the real BIRDIE yea . cheers (=

My brother was dare evil . guess what he did when the birdie is dead ?!` he threw it out of the window ! like what the hell ?` slap him . [ don'e be sad yea Farhan . i`ll show you real BIRDIE on Monday ] anyway , yesterday was his birthday . haha .

Happy Belated Birthday !

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Sunday, July 16, 2006

seriously i just don't understand what is wrong being in the A class ? people are always saying we are proud , backstabber , look down on people . i somehow or rather agree with YOU people but not ALL of them right . its only a hand ful of them . why is it that because of ONE person in the class did so and you people will start to say the whole of 6A are the same ? we 6A are also human being . we do have feelings too . do you think that we won't be sad and hurt when YOU people start to say 6A sucks . 6A are a bunch of proud people . they look down on people . They cant be trusted . They are not a good friend . What the FUCK is going on . its always the 6As . we are already so stress with homework , teachers and principal yet even friendship is the same .

why cant all of YOU just GROW UP ? why is it that you people will always jump to the conclusion first before thinking and analyzing things ? i know because of one girl who betray you guys but you people cant just say that 6A are all the same . like what the FUCK ? so you guys are saying i`m one of the proud one . look down on you guys . betray you people ? WHAT IS WRONG ?!`

sometimes , i really think that being in the A class is a very disadventage thing . its like not only we have to do well in studies , we still have to get YOU guys criticizm . i always find that 6A will always be together with the 6A unlike other classes , they will be altogether from different classes . its like you guys dont WELCOME we 6A at all . even if you people do , you people will definately gossipe about the particular person from 6A .

we 6A are also the same as you guys . the only difference is in our results . For me , i think my results is not up to a 6A standard but i dunno why the hell i got promote to 6A . anyway i love 6A too . only thing i dislike is the pressure under the teachers and PRINCIPAL and some idiot classmates who think they are really great . always giving those proud look on their FUCKING
face . Like what the hell ?`

If you people really dislike some people from 6A , just shut your mouth up and stay away from them . why is it that you have to criticize the whole of 6A ? its like because of one particular pereson , its being involved with the whole class .

to be frank , i dont really mix with 6A people . During recess and after school or whatever , i`ll always with xuan and peeps . i`ll never ever be with 6A . why ? because i think that i`m different from all of them . they are smart and good kiddie . unlike me . stupid and naughty . like those ah lian . even if i do mix with them , i will only mix with Pei Han , Shi Nan , Jia Jie , Maverick , Shi Min , Chin Ming , Derrick , etc . all the 6As boys and the girls is only Shi Min & Farwizah . the rest , its a N O to me . we are only see close in class but outside , we will only say a Hi or a Bye . theres one girl in my class whom i haven even spoke to her since the beginning of school . and i dont give a damn as i dont think its a need .

Although i dont really face all this problems(got citicize or ignored by other classes people) but i really feel sad and hurt when my class got criticize . i`m always with the xuan and all who is form other classes . i feel more happy and freely with they all . they are then my roots of life . they are always with me . we will always go madness together and i think i`m the only 6A who is close to them .

all my close friends are ALL from other classes . none of them from my own class except for a few .

i cant live without . . . . .

him . syakirin
Farhan
Zi Xuan

my cant live without peeps . . .

Mavis
~~Yu Hui~~
Dan Ying
Ming Mei
Gladys
~~Xin Yi~~
Wei Jie
Ahmad
Adam
Afiq
Riduan
Ismat
Zulhilmi
Syami
Zulhaily
syafi
Jun Hao
Jian Jie
Jie Yi
Hazirah
Denzel

people whom i`m close with in 6A . . .

Shi Min
Pei Han
Shi Nan
Jia Jie
Chee Sern
Maverick
Derrick
Mai Zheng
Ivan
Xiao Bo
Roni

like what the hell . only one girl . cause Shi Min and me are the same . (=

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Friday, July 14, 2006

hmm . Just woke up from my nap . slept from 3.00p.m to 6.00p.m . 3 hours . pro huh ? actually i can sleep longer but was woke up by xuan and yu hui's sms . -.-

Today's school was not bad because Mrs So was on Medical Leave and that means . . . . . FUN FUN FUN . hahah . in the morning , cause syakirin , Farhan and Adam sat together at the corner then pek khoon asked Jia Jun to sit at the front but he refuses so he find a excuse saying that syakirin came first then syakirin got kinda pissed off and argued with him . so funny . then pek khoon asked Mavis who came first the Mavis say she dunno so she asked me then i say Jia Jun came first then followed by syakirin . so Jia Jun had no choice but to sit in front . but i`m stating the fact ok . syakirin really came later then him . then as syakirin , Farhan and Adam were damn noisy then Pek Khoon know that i`m close with them so she say " Jolynn . do you have any idea on how to make them keep quiet ? " so i say " i think you can asked them to seperate themself . i think Farhan will listen " then Mavis say " Jolynn . you must also side syakirin what . " -.- then XIAO NAN was running to the hall then he had a new ugly hair cut . then syakirin , Farhan an Adam shouted " XIAO NAN hair very ugly " hahahaha . so hilarious . then we were at there laughing . Then on the way back to class , saw Farhan then i say " how was your Brain Wash(tuition) " but i kept saying Brain Rosh or whatever `~ lol . After saying appoximately 6 times , i finally get it right . haha . then Farhan was at there laughing . then Farhan say it rox . Miracle . then i say " but its really feel not good to be a new student . so did the teacher say " class , this is Farhan ? " then Farhan say yes . haha . then both of us laughed After 2 free period , it was P.E lesson . It was murdering cause of stupid me . we were training for our 1.6km run on next tuesday so we were required to run around the school and i`m so dumb dumb dumb . i just dashed in the beginning then left me real exhausted behind . idiot me . should not have fellow the teacher . -.- Tuesday is gonna be hell . i must pass my run ! i must !

After P.E , went to the washroom to vain my vainity . hahahah . spent appoximately 15 minutes in the toilet making my hair & socks . lol . soon , it was recess time and i`m loving it ! cause xuan , mavis and me went to the vadening machine then saw Farhan then i asked him how was his Brain Wash tuition and he said its great ! AMAZING ! lol . and i`m feeling so dumb cause i kept sayign Brain Wash as Brain Rash . lol . i just cant pronounce it rightly and at last i finally did it then Farhan was at there laughing . -.- Then cause i went to purchase my milo then at first i put two 10cent coin in but the bloody machine dont want my money . lol . so i try again and this time it succeded . then syakirin and Farhan came too . then cause i pressed the button and i hear the sound of the drink dropping but when i put my hand to take my milo , i found nothing . then i was at there " my milo . . . . " was wailing away then i bang the machine . then syakirin , Farhan , xuan and mavis were at there laughing . lol . then Farhan was at there " just now my milo also dont have " . lol . then syakirin put his hand to search for the milo . he kept finding and finding then later he took out one packet of milo out ! haha . then cause i was at there wailing then when i saw the milo , i shouted "YAY" . hahaha . then i took the milo from syakirin . Then syakirin was at there laughing at my reaction . then xuan say " never say thank you to your darling " then she pushed me to syakirin . -.- actually i wanted to but cause he was busy seaching for another milo which was Farhan's one . anyway , i wanna thank him for helping me to dig the milo out . cause the milo was really deep down the thing then he was so good . he helped me to find for my milo again and he even dig deep down into the thing to get it . Thank You ! (=

Then when Farhan saw my milo , he was wailing . hahahha . cause earlier on , he didn get his milo then he was at there " if there's extra milo its mine ok . " haha . then Zi Xuan & Mavis was at there " syakirin , your darling here " . -.- Then i was evil . lol . cause Farhan was at there very sad bout his missing milo then i went over to him and say " Farhan . i give you my milo . " then i gave him the straw plastic . haha . Then syakirin was at there laughing . Then when xuan and i were drinking our milo , mavis was buying her milo , syakirin & Farhan were playing soccer behind us then Farhan kicked the ball real hard and it hit the wall then there a loud " pong " sound . then i shouted . haha . then when syakirin was kicking the ball high , his shoe flew off . hahah . then i was at here laughing dare loud while pointing at him too then syakirin saw me laughing then he looked at me and laughed too . haha . Then Farhan was also laughing then he was damn funny . he took syakirin's and walked to the dustbin then cause syakirin was has only one shoe on his feet , he just stood there and laughed . haha . then Farhan pretended to throw his shoe into the bin then while laughing , he say " Fuck You . "( naughty boy . say Farhan till like that ) . lol . After Farhan returned him his shoe and he also have done wearing them , i was still at there laughing hysterially . lol . really cannot tolerate cause the scene of his shoe flying out was damn hilarious . Then syakirin saw me kept laughing he also looked at me and laughed . lol . while syakirin and Farhan were playing soccer , xuan told me this . " i feel that Mr Peng is look like those who go and find postitute " . lol . then i laughed in a ocaque sound . then xuan was laughing madly at my laughter . lol .

After that , mdm munirah came and buy the milo again then when she want to take her milo , she found nothing . so me , xuan and mavis went over to helped her . Then Farhan and syakirin came and i inseted my hand in but i cant find anything then Farhan tried too then his hand was all black . haha . Then syakirin tried and he succeed . lol . The Milo Saver . lol . Then cause Farhan was at there wailing again , so he say to syakirin whether he has a scissor then syakirin say he has so he lend Farhan then Farhan took the scissor and tried cutting the thing in the vending machine . hahah . then Farhan was damn funny . cause he was squating down with the scissor on his hand then syakirin was behind him then Farhan say to syakirin in a very cute and gay voice with a innocent face " syakirin . can you help me . " hahahahhaahahahahahha . then i was laughing madly . then syakirin laughed too . so did Farhan . haha . so damn hilarious . Then syakirin went to kick the vending machine then the machine was shaking . lol . Then cause Farhan was hitting the vending machine repeatly , i told him to stop as he'll attact attention then people will complain to the teacher . lol . then i hit the vending machine too . so did xuan . the 4 of us were at there hitting the vending machine . gEez . then while syakirin was kicking the vending machine with Farhan , xuan say " syakirin , just now your darling like this laugh one . huik huik huik . " lol . then syakirin laughed and say " i suppose thats your laughter . " hahahaha . After hitting and kicking the machine , both syakirin and Farhan went to the general office to take back his money . haha . After that , we went to the canteen .

After recess , went back to class to finish one essay . After finishing everything , we started to fool around . shi nan , ivan , yi hong and me . was damn fun ! haha . was hitting each other . haha . then ivan was crazy . its like as though he's being process . hahahha . Then again , i went to the washroom to vain my vainity . lol . soon , it was Mother Tongue lesson and again , i went to the washroom but this time , i did my business beside vaining my vainity . Then cause while i was walking pass syakirin's class , i saw xin yi chasing Ismat then cause Afiq and all saw me , so they all were saying " syakirin , Jolynn . " lol . After Mother Tongue lesson , it was home sweet home `~ supplymentry and remidial was being cancelled ! yipee !

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